1000 web dates an in-the-trenches view of dating and relationships today

And for the last time..

... it seems Behinder has broken my heart. He told his gf about what he did to me, and she 'forgave' him. But wait, he also loves her, so deal with it. Yes, that's actually what he said.

He also encouraged me to be myself with him, because he hates that we can't be ourselves, together. Hm. That's weird. Considering that being ourselves with one another would mean he'd be cheating on his gf...

Also encouraged me to continue hoping he'll one day come to his senses. Have it all with me. Also admitted he was 'conflicted' about her and I at one point, but he's now "sure" about how he feels with regards to her. Never told me this of course. Never gave me the opportunity. Just ignored me, and spent all of his time with her.

I'm so incredibly confused and hurt that I can't even put it into words anymore. All I know is this: there is a lack of humanity in all of this, and I deserve SO much better. Onto new years, and new beginnings with people who deserve me in their lives.