I hate using the word heartbroken, because it reminds me of some sort of emo-filled teen angst song. But right now, that’s about how I feel.
Behinder has finally come clean with me. He’s sorry for leading me on and acting seductively, he says because of his “emotional idiocy”, he didn’t think what it would do […]

Lots to share in a short time frame. Let’s see how much I can cover!
The Farmer decided that he had to tell me he was going on a non-date with a woman he’d made out with before last Saturday night. The non-date (his words) were to occur at a pool with her in her bikini, […]

Behinder finally admitted to me yesterday that he’s been dating the woman I’ve dubbed the STD Nurse: the nurse-in-training he unceremoniously left me for, who in turn gave him a (luckily) innocuous STD.
I started the conversation with eight points I wanted to make:

I feel ashamed and foolish because of how you chose to […]

I’ve realized the past few nights that I don’t really have much of a social life; most of my ’social’ time is spent chatting with potential dates and/or friends online. So when everyone - very suddenly! - becomes unavailable to chat, I get a bit antsy. Not that I don’t have a bajillion other things […]

Alright. I’ve dated my fair share. Behinder is probably the worst of the bunch, although he was the opposite when I first met him. *sigh* Anyone getting tired of my moping about this guy yet?
So anyway… when I was looking for reprint permission for the quote from yesterday about men not wanting what they […]

Oh my goodness, I may just be going on a date tomorrow. #1 of the year, and the first in… gosh. Eight months? Ew.
My last date was with the Behinder, and its negligible if we are still dating/dating again. Is sex the only way to tell you’re dating someone? If so, then ok, we’re […]

I think I’ve been in hiding long enough. So far no dates, but I am chatting with a couple of gents.

Better Than Sex Guy: He’s finally moved to town and his Internet connection is hooked up. Still, his emails are brief - his last one three words long, extolling the virtues of having a park […]

A chat with the Behinder yesterday left me more confused than ever. In a nutshell: we met and dated briefly before we were forced to part ways geographically for a year. It was later admitted we were ‘falling for each other’. Yet when we reconnected, he felt something was missing. We’re still friends and talk […]

Once in a while I like to read my own tarot cards. I picked up a deck a number of years ago, and when I feel the urge, I sit down and do a reading. Last night I read my cards for the first time in months.
I used a new four-card spread that I’ve never […]

There’s a background to this story. You’ll find the others here: Part One, Two and Three.
As we finished bowling, it became obvious neither of us was ready to have the evening end. Alas, the curfew my friend had imposed upon me was nearing, so we walked over to her place. I was hoping I’d be […]