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Its Odd How Things Change So Quickly

As I read my last post from just over a year ago, I’m amazed at how much changed – and how quickly. A week after I wrote that last post, I met the man that I’m still dating today. Have things been smooth sailing? Gosh no. But it was definitely worth the ride to get [...]

And for the last time..

… it seems Behinder has broken my heart. He told his gf about what he did to me, and she ‘forgave’ him. But wait, he also loves her, so deal with it. Yes, that’s actually what he said.
He also encouraged me to be myself with him, because he hates that we can’t be ourselves, together. [...]

As I Wait For New Year’s…

… I ponder my dating life.
Its been a doozy of a year. Behinder has taken up most of my emotional currency, even after spending more than six months of the year not talking to him. I recently had to eat crow and ask him for help with someTHING only he could do (wow, Freudian misspelling [...]

Talking Sex with an Ex

I’ll admit it: I talked at length about sex with an ex, namely Behinder (the guy my friends say I am still in love with). I usually cringe when calling him an ex, because we only really dated for a couple of weeks, but whatever. Right? We dated. It was hot and heavy and surprisingly [...]

Moping

I haven’t posted anything of late because there isn’t anything to tell. I’m moping, miserable, and heartbroken, even if I was more delusional than anything to have thought that My Great Romance ended up being not much more than a notch on Behinder’s ever-widening belt.
But as Goblin said to me the other day, Behinder [...]

Heartbroken

I hate using the word heartbroken, because it reminds me of some sort of emo-filled teen angst song. But right now, that’s about how I feel.
Behinder has finally come clean with me. He’s sorry for leading me on and acting seductively, he says because of his “emotional idiocy”, he didn’t think what it would do [...]

Updates on My Dates

Lots to share in a short time frame. Let’s see how much I can cover!
The Farmer decided that he had to tell me he was going on a non-date with a woman he’d made out with before last Saturday night. The non-date (his words) were to occur at a pool with her in her bikini, [...]

The Plot Thickens

Behinder finally admitted to me yesterday that he’s been dating the woman I’ve dubbed the STD Nurse: the nurse-in-training he unceremoniously left me for, who in turn gave him a (luckily) innocuous STD.
I started the conversation with eight points I wanted to make:

I feel ashamed and foolish because of how you chose to [...]

Addicted to Chat

I’ve realized the past few nights that I don’t really have much of a social life; most of my ’social’ time is spent chatting with potential dates and/or friends online. So when everyone – very suddenly! – becomes unavailable to chat, I get a bit antsy. Not that I don’t have a bajillion other things [...]

Emotionally Distant Men

Alright. I’ve dated my fair share. Behinder is probably the worst of the bunch, although he was the opposite when I first met him. *sigh* Anyone getting tired of my moping about this guy yet?
So anyway… when I was looking for reprint permission for the quote from yesterday about men not wanting what they [...]